xanga alive

so, I don't want my xanga to be deleted....when I checked a month ago, it was gone, I was so freaked out haha

I like my old journals, but they probably won't last forever huh.....I wonder if I can copy them to somewhere else....um......anyone know? anyone still use xanga? haha

my page is so messed up though -o-, my music is gone too, for some reason...eek, too lazy to fix it ....

hum...haven't been back here in a while....it's nice to come though, once in a while....a quiet, beautiful place to be, ( i luv my layout and music hahaaha.....)

soo, life's still going on... school starts in 5 days...actually, senior year starts in 5 days, scary isn't it, to finally face the much dreaded COLLEGE APPs...lol but just thinking about the prospect of finallyyyy being FREE and almost finished with w/ high school is exciting!!!

but yeh college apps first...

and of course those hardcore AP classes *sigh, I really don't know how i can balance school/college aps/ club stuff at the same time??

anyway~~~~

best of luck to everyone who read this, getting in any college depends on partial luck!

<3

 humm so i guess i should update to keep this alive? lol

sooo summer started~ i been so busy i don't even know why...BIOS is interesting, kind of, but i was actually expecting more.....o well, we'll see i guess

i'm leaving next week for HOSA nationals!! wish me luck, i'm gambling everything, and i'm putting everything i have into this, if we don't win something, seriously, i'm gonna like just wilt and die in a corner....

so yeh, busy summer~ heh but i still wanna watch some dramas~ hana kimi was funny and cute lol, i thik i'm gonna watch My Name is Kim Sam Soon next =)))

gah so what's everyone doing...why don't we have more like meetings and talk, like we used to....in middle schoool...we would meet like almost everyday and sit on top of the train in the park, and just talk all nite~ ah the good old days >< 

hum....just suddenly felt like updating this cuz i'm bored and don't want to read those AP books.....

i hate running away from my problems/hw/anything i don't like.....and put them off till the absolute last minute to do.....i hate it hate it and yet i still do it all the time T_T

i'm either losin sleep...or sleep but slackin off.....

=(

SATIIs are next week....APs are in 2 weeks.....

o god please help me to focus focus focus FOCUS!!!!....

too much to think about....i guess that's why my brain doesn't wanna think about it...but i should...i REALLY should prepare for the upcoming horrors....

,_,

best luck to everyone...and to me...

17th birthdayyy

hummm since i guess not many ppl use xanga anymore....this is kinda good, i can say w/e i want here and only my old buddies will see it hahaha

well today...is interesting hehe, it's days like this that you can see who your loyal friends are...and who are just classmates who only gets to know you when they need help ......or ppl who you thought are friends but they don't think that way...hum xP

hum but still, i appreciate all of you!! <3 you guys forever  =]